Feeling Maudlin

It strikes once again. I guess this happens to me, perhaps once a month, maybe during the full moon (full moon ba ngayon?) or middle of my cycle (well, kinda true). I'm feeling so down and in the dumps now. Starting to think maudlin thoughts once again. I'm usually so upbeat and optimistic, but I have to admit, I can be equally, if not more melodramatic when I'm down and depressed. Perhaps because its so chilly right now(December nights), or the fact that I'm losing the challenge a close friend threw at me (3 dates before the year ends !!!). Hahay, pag-ibig na naman ba, or the lack of it, ang kahihinatnan ng blog entry na ito? Hindi naman siguro. Wala, masaya lang kasing maramdaman ang kababawan ng pag-ibig. Yung kinikilig ka, at magkakandaugaga para lang sa isang lalaki. Kabaliwan.